When thinking about what can describe my status today, "Boring"
immediately pumps out!
This fair enough to prove that I am a pessmestic/negative
person.
This saturday is my long-week. Since I want to revisit the
doctor again, I take leave today. However, the doctor did not show up this
morning. The clinic did not open as it states in the namecard. Oh!! wait. I
've just called them, it opens now. It's 5:00pm. I must go now... to be
continued.
It's 5:55pm. Just be back from the clinic. The doctor is
rather detailed as he takes so long time to see a patient. Why do I see
doctor? My stomach is feeling unwell recently. I know the causes: too
nervious, eating too fast and have meals irrugularly. I am not a perfectist,
but I am taking my job and duties seriously, thus, lots of work pressure
resulted.
Today is rather a relaxing day for me. After "yam cha" with
mother this morning, I went shopping on my own. I was looking for the new book
of Chet Lam in the commerica press and popular first, but they were not found.
Fortunately, my colleages will go to book exhibition this afternoon, I asked her
to shop for me and she has told me that she has bought it already. Great!! I
am long to read his new book. Although he is not a kind of great writer, it is
somehow attractive to me as he would descible his life, his childhood and his
music in his books. It is interesting to see what ppl at our age doing their
life. They choose their special life bravely. Maybe, his icon as a casusal
singer song writer who loves travelling a lot and not so care about how much he
is earning, is the a reflection of my dream..... yes a dream only.
Although I did not buy a book this morning, i did buy a box of "Pilates"
exercise kit. $185 with a mat inclusive. I will put this in my new home. I
don't exactly know what 's the difference between Yoga and Pilates but it seems
that Yoga is more difficult and pilates is just like some stretching exercise.
i will figure it out.Shopping done and i rented a VCD than go home. I guess this is all i have done today. Well, boring or relaxing, it's up to you.
When we are free, we will endeavour
to get somethings done to kill time... When we are doing somethings, we hope to
have a free time for relaxing... Why? This is a pressure. We are not
comfortatble to let time running away, since it can be better utilised for doing
future matters. Just like $$, when you have $$, you want to buy things. But
after you have used up the $$ to buy things, you will feel depressed since you
are afraid not enough $$ for future use. How to cope with? Make sure you know
what must do, what should do, what can do, what may do..... Make sure you know
what may be missed, what can be missed, what should be missed, what must be
missed.... Remember --- Relaxing time is a luxury...if you do have time for
relaxing....don't occupy it...it is solely your time....
沒有留言:
張貼留言